Saturday, August 23, 2008

My Angel ~ My Star!

My lil angel (that is what our dad called us) ~ Your heart radiated a light as bright as the sun.
Even through the pain, your love shined through!
I tried so hard to give you my hope... transfer my faith to heal your misery and touch your soul.
You are in peace now, I feel it! I pray for the day to see you and say to you - soul to soul, "You are and always have been my shining star! I loved you just as you are...My dear Sister, my dear Friend ~ I loved you to the end. Now is forever and I rejoice to be with you. Eternity is our new end!!

Friday, August 15, 2008

Angel Sighs

I am still here sis! I know you know that.... Not a waking day goes by that I don't wish upon a star that you show me how you are. The heavens have been blessed with your Angelic spirit and comforting ways. I pray that you know you are missed but also know you are rejoiced. Your life was a treat but you were tortured with worry. The last thing I want you to do is be sad where you (if that's even possible), angels are not supposed to sigh. We will all see each other again, with that faith, I am able to do what i need to do here on earth without falling into a dark hole. Please don't worry sweet sis - i worry that you worry. I'm okay, your kids are okay, Brian is learning to be okay... he misses you terribly, but he's okay, momma's all right ~ we have each other and are holding on tight.
You left us with two sweet angels! Thank you momma Mary! No worries anymore ~ your love is spreading throughout the family and keeping us close. When I close my eyes I can see your smile so bright and when i open my ears i hear you singing praise. I treasure you Mary and sing with you. You are home now. Tell daddy I love him & Crystal too. Grandma & Grandpa are in my thoughts .... please pass along my love & hear me when i pray for you!
Laurie is a Godsend - thank you for that!

Friday, August 8, 2008

BFF - I found your Friend!

WoW! After 3 years of searching and wondering... I found your friend Kerri! I'm only so sorry it took so long! Her discovery of your loss is very tramatic, just as I thought it would be. Best Friends like you & Kerri don't fade with just a few years! You have been friends since jr. high & know each other like no'one else. Well, except the pain you struggled with so deep inside. I knew Mary... I really did! That's why I sent you all the love & help I did! Well, all my love is still with you! I am giving it to Kelsey & Brett now ~ okay!

Sunday, August 3, 2008