11-11-07

Today, 11-11 three years ago...

I saw you - I hugged you - I cherished you.....

It was early in the morning and you were just passing through, headed home from a hell with high hopes to put it all behind you and start anew!

I was there for you Mary! I saw you - I hugged you and believed in you!

Just passing through on your way home.... I was just a stop, a hug, a kiss and a lot of cheer!

I believed in you Mary! I know you knew....

What I didn't know was that day (11-11-07) was going to be our last hug and kiss. If I knew that - then let you go is not something I would do!

This day 3 years ago - I put in my heart to cherish: your hug, your kiss, that beautiful smile and the twinkle of yellow your green eyes shone. The look of hope was strong - despite the pain you had just endured! I believed in you...
Don't you worry my Mary - I still do!

Your love and energy melted my heart everytime sweet sister!

I just miss Y♡U! ✰◦.¸¸ღ.◦°˚*◦.¸¸.◦☼°˚ˆ*⋄∗∞Mary!

My Sister, My Friend

(this was the last picture ever taken with you.... the morning you got to go home....11-11-07)

My heart feels light, my eyes wet with sorrow, my body weak with sadness....at moments my life feels hollow!

I miss you so much sweet Mary! In your eyes I did no wrong. You put me on a cloud and loved me unconditionally. I am blessed with alot of love from my family and friends, but none like yours. You made me feel like a star even when I had no shine! I felt the same way about you lil sis. I saw no faults, only struggles. I tried to help but I couldn't help you in time. I know you are still with me and give me signs for me to see. For that I am grateful, but I can't help but to miss you. There is no'one like you (well, Kelsey comes pretty close ~ We will see!), my unique and beautiful sister and friend!

For some life is long -in matter of quantity of time!

For others life is
short with quality of time.

That was you ~ You lived life short and fast. So many accomplishments, so many hurdles conquered and so many blessings. You brought two beautiful children into this world and gave them the foundation they needed. They are strong Mary, just like you and will never forget you. Your love and qualities have been embedded. I love them like they're my own and will never leave them. If I could have them I would!