Friday, December 31, 2010
Thursday, December 30, 2010
I met a new friend through my work a year ago. Danielle! We connected instantly by the common interest in the 11:11 signs. When she gave me her e-mail address my jaw almost dropped. I knew we were meant to be friends. Her e-mail was seahorse@...com! I told her my sister looooved Seahorses. (I was a little amazed because I've never met anyone else who loved seahorses.) There are some things about her that remind me of Mary, she also loves loves loves animals like Mary did. She is beautiful and short like Mary too :)! Anyway, we became instant friends, but don't get to hang out or even talk very much due to life's busy demands. I saw her before Christmas and she brought me this beautiful Seahorse Christmas ornament. I couldn't believe she remembered!!! We hadn't talked about the Seahorse since the first day we met. She said she saw this and had to get it for me. Tears came to her eyes. Somehow my friend Danielle and I are connected! I am so blessed to have the sweet souls brought into my life. I know its not a coincidence at all... none of it is!
I sent a picture of this seahorse ornament to Kelsey and this is what she text back to me:
"i love the seahorse!!! its soooo prettty!!
and mom would have probably spazzzed over it ;)!"
Mary is with us... she shows me all the time! Here is a Seahorse I saw from SouthStreet Seaport in NYC :
Here on the Boardwalk at Jones Beach on Long Island:
Thank you Danielle for remembering our Seahorse! You are a friend sent from above......
Monday, December 27, 2010
Can you see the female in the middle of the tree?
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
Well, she ended up doing both throughout her HS years! She tried the dance team thing her sophomore year (along with bleach blonde hair - which we fixed pretty quick and laughed about it years later).
her energy, smile and enthusiasm was so contagious!
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Elizabeth in San Antonio. Memories we have from so long ago,
a connection we have all the way to the soul!
What a beautiful gift ~ A cardinal explosion just for me!
Elizabeth's thoughtfulness brought a smile straight from my heart
and brightened my day!
So much love.......
Sunday, December 5, 2010
I live my life through peace.
I live my life allowing wisdom to dictate my thoughts.
I live my life in control of my emotions and actions.
I live my life through balance and order.
I live my life through knowing that I control my positive and negative outcomes.
I live through knowing I am a divine being in control of my imagination.
I live my life through sacrifice and devotion, allowing God to use me as a vessel.
I live my life through life-giving words and loving relationships.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
I heard you in the dark of the morning my sweet little cardinal friends and again at the exit of my community as I left for work!
I started my iPod to play music... Without me choosing , it played on it's own random sequence a song for Brett (Journey), a song for Mary (PDiddy), a song for Chad and I (Whitney) & a song for Kelsey (Rihanna)!
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Saturday, November 27, 2010
this was a nice Thanksgiving now that I look back, because it was
the last Thanksgiving I spent with Mary and the kids in Texas!
Can you see him squatting in the background behind Grandma Sara?
The day before Thanksgiving, I asked niece Kelsey to start thinking about a list of 5 things she is most grateful or thankful for. Her response was, "That's it? Can I expand on that?"......
Once again, mama Mary's kids melt my heart!
Thanksgiving Day, Kelsey calls me up and says "Hey Aunt Jeni! I've got 40 things so far on my gratitude list! I could keep going, but it would take days to finish. LOL.... My grateful lil niece! How did she turn out so smart, so loving, so sweet, so funny...?? Oh yeah, she's my sisters kid!!
Here are the first 40 items of love in Kelsey's heart (she said it was absolutely in no way any special order!):
1. Being a Christian 2. Family (this includes everyone!) 3. Friends 4. Relationship with Jesus 5. Home 6. Food 7. Own Room 8. Grandparents 9. Aunt Jeni & Uncle Chad 10.Wardrobe 11. shoes 12. Good Grades 13. School 14. track 15. Nice people 16. Mean People 17. Challenges I've overcome 18. Lady Gaga 19. Drake 20. nail polish 21. good health 22. ipod's 23. music 24. TV 25. YouTube 26. Waterparks 27. Anything that entertains Kelsey 28. Jewish people ~ bagels 29. Eco Friendly People 30. Beaches 31. brother 32. Food 33. FAMILY (again) 34. Italian food 35. Great actors 36. dogs nice to me 37. counselor 38. People who invented anklets 39. People who invented scarves 40. Jesus Loving Me
I most certainly don't want to leave Brett out ~ I never could. I speak to him often too, but alot of times he's busy playing. He did call me the other day just to say: "Hi Aunt Jeni, I wanted to talk to you because its been a while and wanted to see how you are doing and say I love you. Oh and by the way, I got all A's on my report card again" hehe.... so, of course I go on to congratulate him and tell him how proud I am of him. Then comes the question I believe he was waiting for: "So Brett... what can we get you to reward you for your wonderful grades?" MADDEN 11 for XBOX it is :)
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
"She was such an amazing, beautiful person with a very contagious smile and laugh and just radiated with energy. I met Mary when I was about 13 and we just clicked.....I know she loved her sisters more than anything and she talked about you all the time all good things & funny things and adored you....She does live on! She'll always hold a special place in my heart. I would love to see her program....."
"Hi Jeni....I got it! It was so beautifully pieced together. It is really a true reflection of the beautiful Mary I knew so long ago. I am still shocked and deeply saddened but so grateful I had the opportunity to know her. Her smile and laugh will stay with me forever! She touched the lives of many and was such an inspiration to all those around her to get fit and get moving! A flood of memories came to me when I saw her program. I think she would be so proud of you how graciously you've carried on and it's almost as if I can hear voice saying "Don't cry Jeni" " Don't be sad" I know she never believed in self-pity she was so strong and courageous and had just an admirable zest for life and her eye on her next challenge which always had to do with running faster or longer or further..
I love your spirit it reminds me so much of her! Please use this for your blog and I'll share with friends that knew her that may not know.
She will always be remembered! I loved her dearly!! : ) "
Lots of love,
These memories come straight from the heart. I can feel the love in the words. Mary was an angel on earth and the stories are proof again and again to me. If you think of Mary and a smile spreads across your face, know that she is there with you through God's grace. Blessings to you
in all that you do!
Monday, November 15, 2010
Soon it was! Less than an hour later! Christie, also known as "Chris Coss" to Mary and the kids. Mary and Christie became the best of friends while Mary was a teacher and swim coach in Nederland. Mary was a positive influence in Christie's life and left many wonderful memories. Memories she has been happy to share with me and now with you. Together we have been able to reflect on how much she meant to both of us because of who she was ~ a beautiful soul on earth.
"....I think of my many memories with Mary "Coach" I can't help myself but to cry still to this day....how full of life and amazingly beautiful she really was as a person...a blessing to me and everyone else..."
"....she was helping people, probably teaching overweight women how to get a hold of their lives and eat healthy/workout. She probably helped people who were having a bad day or talked to the outcast...that was the Mary I knew and I know that she would do that no matter what. "
"....Mary (Coach), Mary M., and I we were all best friends -they were my world in Nederland."
"...overall I feel at peace knowing that she is still alive in all of our hearts.....Sometimes I will be doing something like bathing my kids and a memory out of the blue will come and I won't be able to stop thinking about it or a lot of times when we travel to different places i think of her and feel that she is with us seeing the world."
"....I loved to see the pictures of Kelsey and Brett while getting little updates... Mary would be so proud of them... they are both turning into wonderful young adults...That girl is something else. I would love to somehow read her book she wrote "Life after Leaving" I am not sure if I could or if there are any more but it would be neat. I am so proud of her and Brett too they seem to be doing so well."
Keep Blogging and stay in touch
I can't begin to tell you how much it means to me to have these memories shared with me! Thank you for caring enough to share ~ I know Mary is with us all ~ all of us who love her..... you all are the reason I have this blog.
LOVING MARY FOREVER
Saturday, November 13, 2010
(click on the link above to read the whole post)
Jeni, thank you so much. Your sister gave me an image of herself with folded angel wings on her. She said she needs to work on removing the "devil horns" before she can open them, and then broke out into a great laugh.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
I saw you - I hugged you - I cherished you.....
It was early in the morning and you were just passing through, headed home from a hell with high hopes to put it all behind you and start anew!
I was there for you Mary! I saw you - I hugged you and believed in you!
Just passing through on your way home.... I was just a stop, a hug, a kiss and a lot of cheer!
I believed in you Mary! I know you knew....
What I didn't know was that day (11-11-07) was going to be our last hug and kiss. If I knew that - then let you go is not something I would do!
This day 3 years ago - I put in my heart to cherish: your hug, your kiss, that beautiful smile and the twinkle of yellow your green eyes shone. The look of hope was strong - despite the pain you had just endured! I believed in you...
Don't you worry my Mary - I still do!
Your love and energy melted my heart everytime sweet sister!
I just miss Y♡U! ✰◦.¸¸ღ.◦°˚*◦.¸¸.◦☼°˚ˆ*⋄∗∞Mary!
Friday, November 5, 2010
Well, his comment from the post the day before (the one I posted on my blog yesterday - 11/4/10), was directed at me! What a special gift - these words to me:
Jim Fargiano said...
Thank you Jeni. I think I have a pretty good idea about Mary. In her words, she is "cute, sassy, sexy and a lot of funny."
Thursday, November 4, 2010
(Click on sentence above to read link to the blogpost)
"No harm can come to you when you learn to view every event in you life in a positive way. Even those things that may seem to be harsh lesson..."
I really hope you enjoy it as much as I did ~ amazing words!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
The Universe is trying to manifest miracles
Through your visions, intuitions, and longings.
Imagine that your inclines
Are God’s whispers to your heart.
The same God that gave you the idea,
Will give you the means and support
To see it through.
The world is being transformed
Through people like you,
Who love themselves enough
To trust their inner guidance,
And relax enough
To let the Universe take care of the means.
~by Andrew Cohen(found through Lynn Robinson's blog)
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Loving Life and Living it to the fullest ~ Keeping loved ones here and there close in heart and mind! Remembering its a Journey, not a race. Life is learning.....
LIVE LIFE - HAVE FUN!
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
Is it possible that this flock of cardinals was sent to me as a sign?!
Saturday, October 23, 2010
My Robins came back!!Amazing is all I have to say! As I've been wondering where all my birds have gone this year (except my loyal cardinal)....they are appearing to me as I've wished! Except my Robin. Last year there were Robin's everywhere around me. This year none. Well, there was always one every now and then, but nothing at all like the year before.
You know how you just know when something is out of the ordinary or there for just you?! That is how I felt when the birds began to appear. I've mentioned this before ~ I've lived in the same place for over 7 years now and have always been perceptive, so when the birds began to appear I slowly knew!
I went out to walk the dog this morning and as usual, my thoughts open up and I start to ask inside my head, "where are you Mary?" "where are you?"......
ALL OF A SUDDEN, birds were all around me. I'm not kidding! In the trees, on the fence, in the grass, at the top of the roof tips, several of them! I must have seen over 2 dozen Robins! Flying in my path, up above my head, surrounding me and my pup!
A most wonderful feeling came over me, I was surrounded by LOVE!
How blessed am I to be comforted from those I love who come from above?!
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Last year I had: red winged black birds, red headed house finch's, blue jays, mockingbirds, orioles, morning doves, ROBINS and of course the cardinals, just to name a few. Actually, the Robins were EVERYWHERE. Every day I would come home they would either be racing me from the entrance of my community to the section that I live and most days they were sitting at the tip top of my roof waiting for me. I would walk around the walking trail and they were everywhere for me to see. (Even at the tea room in Stony Brook that I went to to talk about catering for my wedding shower ~ there was a Robin holding a parking spot for us and at the same time we pulled into the spot, the clock was 11:11!)
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Well, actually we just called the local florist and ordered it.
"This is a mum for a very special neice! I want it to stand out and sparkle like she does!"
In the picture below is Kelsey in her '80's garb for school -
neon colors, shirt off the shoulder and flashdance pose!