Monday, December 18, 2017

Mary Monday

Thank you Kerri (aka Ker Bear; aka Mary's forever best friend) for sending me these Mary pictures you found. True treasures.... Making it a Mary Monday ❤️πŸ‘Ό!
These pictures show some of what Mary truly was, a most loving mom, a shining star of a cheerleader and a beautiful wife!  What it doesn't show is the amazing sister she was.... But I think my love for her shows that.  #LovingMaryForever #MaryMonday #ilovemysister #foreverinmyheart #fullheart

Monday, December 11, 2017

Love From Above

A very special angel was added to my tree last night.  As a token to remember our fun family paint night at the Creative Zone, I bought the last seven Angel ornaments from Macy's with the saying "An Angels work is never done"..... As I got home and starting assigning each angel to my family, there was one different one, one that was meant just for me I believe..... It said, "Sister, sending you hugs"!  After realizing that this was an incredible sign from my Mary, I got chills all over and then the warmest feeling of love came over me, as if I was being hugged!  How lucky I am to feel my sister's love so strong, showing me she's not really gone ❤️πŸ‘ΌπŸ€—! #lovefromabove #neveralone #signsfromabove  #signs #angels

Wednesday, December 6, 2017

My Little Red Bird

In a time of heartache and despair, when life just didn't seem fair, a little red cardinal flew to my side and for a moment, made the ache disappear.
That was just the beginning...... today the little red bird chirp chirp chirps everywhere.
~LRB Chirps (aka: Jeni)

Friday, August 4, 2017

Random Magic in an Auspicious time

Its that time of year again.   The week of Mary and Jen.... signs of love from above are abundant during the week of 7/29 - 8/6.  Mary's B day being 7/31 and my B day being 8/6.

..... what a wonderful way to end my day....with A random gift of chocolates & coffee from Hawaii and  a fun Friday feather in my path as I ran to the train to get home to start my Birthday weekend!

πŸ•Š️ The bonus to today was the amazing synchronicity that happened.  Just a couple days ago I thought of this friend I hadn't seen in while, wondering how she has been.... Then out of nowhere, I ran into her today, she was so full of excitement she could barely get the words out and what she said to me gave me goosebumps....she said, "OMG, I just had a dream the other night and I couldn't wait to tell you.  My dream was filled with nothing but Cardinals!  That's it!". I asked her if she had lost anyone in her life who may be sending her messages and she said "No! I think it was your sister Mary!"

Another thing happened that I would consider synchronistic as well.  I had bought a new brand of shampoo and conditioner last weekend and two days ago I thought to myself, "I don't like this new brand, my hair feels dry!"    Well,  today another random gift came my way that I believe spoke to this thought.   A resident of mine came into my office and said he remembered it was my B day and he wanted to give me a gift.  He handed me bag that had some organic shampoo, conditioner and body wash.  How random is that?? How sweet is that?   This resident has lived in  my building for over 3 years, he happens to be blind.  I know the gift was not a flirtation,  he is just a nice man who appreciates kindness, sincerity and respect - all of which I can admit I have given him.

Isn't it amazing how much magic there is in life?  I pray I may always have the heart to see this and I pray that I continue to learn and grow in my life.   I am learning to flow more with the universe by staying in the moment and seeing the world around with love and without judgment in all.

Gratefully yours,

Monday, July 31, 2017

Happy Birthday Mary!

HaPpY BiRthDay my beautiful sister ~ my twin soul!
I will forever celebrate you!  I know you are still with us, showing us the magic in life and that love is what matters most and giving us faith that there is so much more than this.
I miss your physical presence but your energy and spirit is everlasting - through me all will see..... our angel Mary!

Thursday, July 27, 2017

Visitors for Britt Again

So my sister in law Brittany (aka: Brat) had to go back in to have some constructive surgery done to her leg.   There have been so many fun signs AGAIN that our Mary and her Grandma Loretta were with her.  This happened last time Brat was in the hospital too..... Signs that her Grandma Loretta (in heaven) is with her AND my Mary as she was sent to the Operating Room to prep for surgery. What a comfort πŸ‘ΌπŸ™❤️

Friday, May 5, 2017

Mary is with Me

Today I was headed to the Dr for a medical procedure  and a cardinal appeared in my path on the way to the office....... then a truck was driving in front of us with a large angel on it and when I got into the office and sat down, and they called Mary (my sister in heavens name!)..... See, they never leave us!   

I love how my sister is with me always and I love how I am blessed to see the signs.  

I text my niece Kelsey and told her about it..... then she surprised me with this response:

Thursday, April 6, 2017

Love from Above

I glanced out my window at the bird feeder yesterday morning and saw a pretty lil flash of red on the ground picking at the seed..... I thought to myself "what a beautiful sight to see. A Cardinal visit just for me. Thank you my dear Mary!" Another thought came to mind , "what a pretty sight two would be!".... Then there was two!! I decided to think another thought, "dare there be three?" HA, as soon as I thought that, a third Cardinal flew to the seed as the other two flew away!! I love it when my thoughts become real!  
More magical signs ~  LOVE FROM ABOVE!  

Confirmations that we are not alone, all we have to do is Believe. 

(here i was able to catch one of them in a picture)

Saturday, April 1, 2017

Celebrating Mary

πŸ‘Ό Today is a very special day! It's my Mary day! On this day 9 years ago she left this earth but not our hearts!
Thank you friends for cherishing her memory with me - thank you my friends for celebrating her life!
She is gone but never forgotten.. a piece of her will always be in our hearts!
In honor of Mary do something nice for someone today - she would love that!
XO ~Jeni

Friday, March 31, 2017


It was a rainy commute to work this morning and as I  was walking down  W. 30th Street (in NYC) with only half a block to go, I randomly thought about my sweet sister Mary, wondering why she hasn't put any feathers in my path lately. No sooner than the thought ended, a pigeon flew and landed directly in front of me with a beautiful white feather in its mouth!!!
I wasn't able to access my camera fast enough but that's okay.. the magic was there in that beautiful moment and I will never forget! 
How special it is to know that my thoughts are being heard and my loved ones above are so very near. πŸ‘Ό✨

Thank you Mary for always reminding me.....

Friday, February 10, 2017

Angels for Brittany

My sister in law Brittany was in a terrible car accident Feb 1st... She broke and fractured  several bones. After two major surgeries and a handful of metal plates and screws put in, they sent her to an in patient rehab where she can receive 24/7 care and physical therapy.  

While she is very grateful for all the love, prayers, help and the progress of her recovery,  she has had a few moments of grief.  
Who wouldn't?  Her whole life has been turned upside down unexpectedly due to a patch of ice on the road.  The police officer who showed up at the scene told her she missed a pole that would have took her life, by just a fraction. 
This morning was one of those moments so Brittany decided to pray.  After praying,  she asked her Grandma Loretta in heaven for a sign that she was going to be okay and all will be all right.  Approximately 4 minutes after her prayer,  the aid came in to write her daily goals on the board in her room along with the name of her nurse for the day.
Wouldn't you know...... The name of the nurse was the name of Brittany's Grandma she just prayed to.  The aid wrote that Loretta would be her nurse that day!!!!  
It turned out that the nurse for the day was NOT going to be Loretta, but nonetheless, it was a true sign from above!  

Friday, January 20, 2017

A Blog post about my Mary Blog

Hello -- I was so taken with your story about your sister, I wrote about it. I hope you don't mind. I felt her story would speak to a lot of people. Much love to you, today, Jeni. --Sincerely, Jennifer.

A blog post of my Mary Blog?!!?  Wow.. what a sweet honor and a blessing, to have our Mary's message being shared.  All I hope for is to inspire hope and to give those in wonderment or despair a piece of the magic Mary is showing us all through me.

Here is just one section of the beautifully written blog post by Jennifer McCollum:

Throughout her blog, Jeni has recorded signs — feathers, cardinals, orbs and more — pointing to Mary’s ongoing love and presence in her life. Above all, she has recorded their love. It was a faithful lamp that caressed the blinding fog of life. It streamed across the moonless ocean of this busted, broken world and shined even as Mary died.

Sunday, January 8, 2017

Dad is still around

I was having a little bit of a rough morning yesterday..... I was wishing for my dad to talk to who is not here anymore...

He's come to me as a Robin and it's been confirmed in meditation.  

As if he could read my thoughts:
I was driving to the store with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes and then right before my eyes, a Robin (who is usually never around in the winter) flew in front of my car and landed on a wire and starred right at me.
I felt a warmth of comfort immediately.... Knowing it was a visit sent from above.
Thank you Dad - for confirming you are still there.