Friday, March 5, 2010

I cried some tears and a Cardinal appears.....

The clock ticks on and the days go by...
Most days I'm fine but other days I cry!
I miss you with all my heart Mary...
I have so many wonderful memories,
I don't know where to start!

I was thinking about the time I came to visit you - December 2004....
You were running on your treadmill out in your garage. I came out to you and you started to cry. You said, "Please don't leave me Jeni... I miss you so much!".

Those words just tore my heart apart - I wish I didn't have to go... I wish I didn't go!
I love you so much lil sis, now I cry to you, "Please don't leave me Mary... I need you so much"

I cried some tears and a cardinal appears.......
After writing my miss you Mary note last night... I received this sign:
"Leaving for work this morning, a beautiful, plump, bright red cardinal
was sitting on the edge of the tree limb at the exit of my complex! (I never see a cardinal there). It's as if it was there just for me to see. I turned around and she was gone.... I believe it was a sign to show me she will always be with me!"

Life is truly amazing when you live with an open heart and mind!

1 comment:

Laurie Kolp said...

Jeni~ I love how you ended this blog post. An open heart and mind is vital to us in so many ways. Love you!