Sunday, July 13, 2008

Thoughts of Mary today....


One, Two, Three ~ When I close my eyes its you I see!
Four, Five ~ I wish you were still alive!
Six, Seven ~ I know you are in a better place - in Heaven!
Eight, Nine ~ You will always be mine....
Ten ~ I look forward to the day I see you again.

I was thinking of you today sweet sister. Tears filled my eyes and my heart began to ache. I wish I could have saved you, I wish I had more time. I will pray for you and look for your signs. I know you can see me, I know you can feel my loss... just do your best my dear sister to fill the hole in my heart. You've blessed us with your spirit and left us with your children and brought a beautiful friendship to my life through you loss. I love you Mary! Stay with us.... help us, guide us and cheer us with you beautiful smile - we need you!

When you died, you did not die alone.

2 comments:

LKHarris-Kolp said...

Jeni,
That was so wonderful, and, yes, it made me cry. To see Mary again and be reminded of how beautiful she was - on the inside and out- makes me so sad that we had to lose such a great person at such a young age, and we couldn't do anything to help her. But I do believe she is looking down from heaven watching over us. I also believe the truth was revealed to her when she got there, and she knows how much she meant to us (and still does, through all the memories and conversations- b/c of course we will NEVER forget sweet Mary).
You were such an inspiration to Mary, and she cherished you not only as her sister, but as her friend. Thanks for being such a great friend to me, too, Jeni. This all would have been a lot harder without you. Talking to you and sharing the grief means the world to me, and I appreciate all you do! Love ya, Laurie

Debra Harris-Johnson said...

Jeni, I am a friend of Laurie and am alos a blogger and I just wanted to express sorrow for your lost. I now one day the sun will shine again for you. May God bless you and may you find peace. Please visit my blog sometimes.