Sunday, September 7, 2008

Missing You.....


Man do I miss you Mary! I'm still in shock that you're gone! Can it really be? I was thinking about writing a letter to that judge Walker in honor of you. Telling him I forgive him for his unjust decisions and unlawful right to try you. He had no right residing as your judge dear sister. Treating you as a criminal. 34 years of good should count for something! Someone needs to teach him about the disease and progression of addiction or better yet, maybe he will learn first hand by someone he loves. If he loves at all. Poor guy.
He crushed your hope and ruined any faith in a just system. I understand why you did what you did Mary. If I were living under the reign of Walker I would feel hopeless too. He's a terrible man and did a terrible crime of over punishment and throwing you to the system. You were not what he painted you to be. I had hope sweet sister. I knew the disease had you, but I also knew that it is cureable & you were on the right track. You WANTED help, so that is the first step. It's not easy, but you could've done it.
Well, I will never pray for bad on anyone sis, but I do believe you get what you put out there & Walker will get his! The world will see to it. I have faith.
I look forward to the day I see you again. I just miss you sis. Your love, your energy, your high spirit & positive light! You loved everyone! (except yourself)....
Well, I loved you enough for both of us! Your life is missed here. How lucky Heaven is!
I'm loving your lil legacy's sis ~ they are okay....tough lil cookies! They miss you of course... who doesn't. You were so enlightening.

1 comment:

LKHarris-Kolp said...

I think a letter to Judge Walker would be great, and I agree- he'll get his just reward one day. I wonder if he knows the impact his decision had on the life of Mary? Or if he knows anything that happened. Maybe I should pay him a visit...

(I'm going to pray real hard about this)

Love ya- xoxoxox